Back and Random~~~~

Yes... there were alot of comments that my relationship life is pretty messed up.........

But i will be leaving it like that for now until i choose to believe again........

I've given up believing long ago...... I've forgotten the feeling of believing......

How did it feel like actually??????

STI - Genting SP

Look out for Genting SP to test the $1.04 support point again soon with the emergence of long-legged Doji (potential bullish reversal point) at its near 1.5-year uptrend line on heavy volume two sessions ago; this was subsequently confirmed by a bullish
candlestick yesterday.

Next trip awaits me....

Nothing much to update since i came back to SG......

But i guess the key point is.......

TAIPEI - 20th April 2010 TO 2nd May 2010

Flying via Cathay Pacific.... transiting at Hong Kong

Yeah~~~~ =P

How silly of me....

I actually cried in front of the computer screen last night after video conferencing with 豬豬

I don't feel that i belong here.....

Some1 help me please.....

Super Junior_-_Sorry Sorry

The new song that took over SORRY SORRY lately.... SUPERGIRL!!!!! =P

Great Bargain

Why pay $92 in Singapore for this when u can get it at NT800 ( <$40 ) in Taiwan????

This is probably the greatest bargain ever!!!!!

I LOVE TAIPEI~~~~

Japanese Buffet

Japanese ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET!!!!!!

Free flow of Sashimi~~~~ Free flow of beverage & ice-cream!!!! ( And it comes w my favourite Peppermint... Heez )

Only NT439 + 10% !!!!! ( less than SGD$25 )

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! =P

To my loyal readers

I know theres no updates since aeons ago.... hahahahahaha

but well.... i've been too busy enjoying life in "my homeland"

im so so so so so sorry for not updating.... but well.... this means that im really too busy to be bothered with such trivial stuffs!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The day that probably changed my whole Taipei life was the day i stepped into LUXY.... if u don't know what LUXY is.... its the no.1 biggest & most happening club in Taipei.....

Everything just happened too fast too furious.... it just seems like a dream.... the walk on the tracks.... all the things that were said.....

I don't know if i want this to happen....
I don't know if this is something good or something bad.....
I don't know whether there'll be a proper ending to all this....
I don't know what i can offer or give to something which i don't know how long it can last.....
I don't want to disappoint....
I don't want to hurt you....



I don't know what to do.....

Random Update~~~~

This is to prove that i've been to Lotte World of Seoul, South Korea.

Haven't been really doing much to my blog lately..... too lazy & can't be bothered.... will really take forever if i try to upload everything onto this blog......

So.... updates will be on Facebook instead!!!!! so just keep your attention there.....

Yokoso Japan!!!!!

Upcoming next.....

Tokyo trip from 121109 - 191109 =P

Yokoso Japan!!!!!!!

Cuteland!!!!!!

OMG!!!! Cuteland!!!!!!!! =P

i finally got them after i saw them for the 1st time at Vieshow..... too bad the shop was closed then.....

So Cute!!!!!!!

Loots from Seoul....

2 of my loots from Seoul..... =P

Back in Taipei.....

updates from Seoul to be followed up shortly...... =)

The biggest pack of prawn crackers that i've ever seen...... =P

South Korea.... Seoul....

a place with totally foreign language......

but the apartment feels better than home.... =P

Shock at Carrefour

Just when i thought the 500ml Yakult is insane enough.....

THEY ACTUALLY COME IN BIGGER BOTTLES!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!

Question

Will you ever make the effort to ask someone to come back into your life again....

Despite knowing the fact that he will not treat you the same as before????

Despite the fact that the sweetest part of him was none other than the ever presence attention which does not exist anymore?????

Despite the fact that you do not know whether the person you knew is still the same person????




Time.... plays a very special role in everyone's life.... it toys with your environment and at the same time it toys with you.... and before you know it.... everything is new.... including yourself

Backdate - Dogs looking for caring owners~~

Dogs looking for caring owners... how i wished i can bring 1 back..... they're so cute!!!!!!!

Random Random~~~~

haha.... my prize for eating at the A380 themed restaurant.......

looks like an air tix..... but its only a plate of FRENCH FRIES!!!!!!!! argh =P

Vain Pot~~~

Yes.... im a VAIN POT.... and im all determined to get rid of the 2 black eye bags below my eyes before i get back to SINGAPORE.....

I dun care what u ppl think...... as long as i like it.... hahahahahha!!!!!!!!!

Backdating - Lava 230909

Featuring Jaye, Kelvin & Me

Backdating~~~~

Featuring...... the famous 胡须张 鲁肉饭 & 鸡肉饭

Thoughts~~~~

Will a new chapter unfold in my Taipei life?????

i wonder....

i dunno what im doing most of the time....

The Wei Chuan in Taipei & the Wei Chuan in Singapore are 2 separate entities.....

Change

This phase of life is changing me..... but the thing here is.... changing into a better person or a worse person?????

I wonder.....





Im doing all i can to stay away from emotional burdens.... im trying hard not to think.... thats why i say the things i say.....

Cute Cute~~~~

杀很大 拖鞋！！！！！！！ =P

Welcome to NTNU =P

Window View from my Dorm

Backdating: My Dorm

Uploading Time!!!!!!!!!!

After facing numerous problems with Facebook photo album, i think i shld slowly and gradually start to upload my photos on my blog as well..... in case Facebook plays me out and all my blood and sweat photo will be gone..... =P

胡须张!!!!!!

Yes... don't doubt what you are seeing.... I ordered this piece of 胡须张 T-shirt after we had 鲁肉饭 yesterday.... NT490 =) and its a 49th anniversary item.... and i think its super nice.... hahaha =P

Panic Panic

I have less than 1 week left to conjure a present out of somewhere for darling.......

AH!!!!!!!!!

Taipei.... pls give me some inspirations can??????!!!!!!!! =P

Updates?

i know its been 1 week since i arrived in Taiwan and i have not been updating anything here.....

SO.....

PLS REFER TO FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!! =)

Departing from Singapore

in 7 hours time.... i'll be out of Singapore and be on my way to Kuala Lumpur for my transit to Taipei!!!!! Oh my GOD~~~~ a new life awaits me.....





I'll miss you.... i really will.... sometimes, i have no one but myself to blame for the lack of courage.... the past still hurts.... that's why i don't dare to say the most truthful words in my mind....

The Final Fantasy Bird~~~~

OMG!!!!!!!!



so cool!!!!!!! is the bird Chocobo's reincarnation????? i would have been damn proud if im the owner =P

eh????

the original link for "Wondergirls - Nobody" dun work anymore!!!!!! Shit....




Any1 willing to sponsor me a Crumpler backpack?????

Updates Updates~~~~

My final weekend at MAX cum as a URL promoter was full of surprises.... or rather.... i think they were pleasant surprises.... putting aside the fact that i was abit disappointed that some1 has forgotten my birthday or totally din noe at all....

A departure ang bao from MAX.... how nicer can it be???? Somemore its not a small amount.... prolly more than enough to last me for a week in Taipei.... haha....

On my last day (National Day), Stephanie actually came down coincidentally.... tats a random surprise as well.... well.... can't deny i still carry some affections for her despite the fact that shes married & pregnant as well.... she's still pretty nevertheless.... haha....

Life as a promoter has come to an end.... I like this job.... I like all the people i have met whilst in this job.... That's why i hanged on despite the drastic conditions....

Nxt stop will be my new life in Taipei.... which will happen in ard 2 weeks time =)

Awaiting to fly~~~~

How does a 2 day week for EXHANGE in Taipei sound to you???? I think its really cool.... coz it'll seem more like a holiday than a study semester.... i think every1 will agree with what i've said.

Went to URL office to pass my 6700C for servicing yesterday and went for lunch with Harold, Catherine, Ying Yi & Clive. Will this be my last meal with them before i fly? I have no idea.... maybe 1 more???? Steve is abroad in BKK for training.... shld factor him in as well.....

Suddenly find my 10" netbook abit small..... haha.... but i guess it'll be real handful on my travels.... to juz have a small lappie with me than a chunky and heavy lappie....

Just hope everything will go fine.... my flight.... my settling down in Taipei.... =)

Hopefully my portfolio will turn out well as well..... still managing it to make sure its well diversified and up to my expectations.....

A farewell that come juz at the right time~~~~

9th August 2009 (National Day) will be my official last day of duty in URL Resource PTE LTD.

I have yet to break the news to them....think most of them were still thinking my last day will be the end of the month.....

But i realised that i've been staying back almost every working day to cover some shits and was not able to go off to attend to stuffs that i render are more important..... but who in URL or Nokia noes that im covering more than what im expected to???? Thats why i say e more i work.... e more i get pissed off.....

No longer a promoter.... no longer a sales consultant.... this identity that has been w me for almost 3 yrs.... its time to shrug it off..... back to being a commoner.....




24 more days to go..... i juz hope to see u for a couple of times more..... tats all i ask for....

Random Thoughts~~~~

Have u ever wondered.... the road is so long and so unpredictable ahead.... but yet you juz keep fighting everyday in and everyday out.... be it fighting for a major objective or a minor objective.... you just keep fighting.... Till the day u are burnt out.... u start thinking what are u fighting for.... World peace???? or for a better life????

I have never ever felt so tired.... not even when i worked for that whole month.....

Whats my objective now???? is the next chapter of the story really something im gonna look forward to???? im not too sure either.... coz im too tired to be able to think properly......




What happens when 2 persons who's supposed to understand each other..... ended up asking each other "have u ever really understood me????" i was blatantly assumed to understand this somebody who made use of me like a tool or a toy all along for god noes how long..... Which f**king friend in the world will ask u "What do u want?" in this sibei buey song attitude.... and when it happened too often, u start to wonder.... WTF fren is this.... if u're really that buey song.... F**k OFF la!!!!! why bother saying im your fren & all that crap.... anyway, i dun think i have any frens who juz happily MIA for months n months.... den only reappear when u think i still carry some value for u to make use of.... U do it once.... u do it twice.... tats it.... u have breached my level of trust & faith in u.... im infinitely sure that i treasure my frenships more than you.... Everytime something happens, im expected to be there for you.... but when were you ever around when i was on e verge of collapse needing a helping hand???? I hate u.... becoz u nv even fulfilled e role of a fren.... ur words nv carry any real meanings in them.... all fake.... dun pretend to care when u nv cared....

Deep down feelings....

Will i get my iPhone 3GS 32GB WHITE on the 30th July 2009???? Will there be stock????

Contra-ed my 3 lots of Keppel Land away and earned a small sum of allowance....juz because i refused to pay up on the settlement day.....

Now.... i have $12k to pay up on the 24th July 2009 and another $7k to pay up on 27th July 2009.... haiz.... all these hoping for positive returns 2 weeks later.... which i hope nothing will go wrong coz i really did alot of homework.....

Bought Nokia 6700C for dad.... Went to Starhub Vivo to do the recontract frm Belle.... feels good that the people there still recognise me despite the fact that i nv went back there for close to 1.5 months.... I really like Starhub ppl.... =)

Every1 is leaving.... Even the people i dun expect to leave also leaving.... So is there a need for me to be back to this company again???? I'll need to think abt it.....



I hope i can move on seamlessly.... Afterall.... This is a place that gave me alot of happy memories and i have so many good working colleagues and frens here....

Pissed!!!!!!

Totally pissed off!!!!!!!!!

Argh.... wanted to leave early so that i can go & buy the lighter before i go down.... but the sudden influx of this big group of ppl stopped me from stepping out of the outlet.....

In the end.... Everything screwed up.....

So pissed!!!!!!

Updates Updates~~~~

Sudden Outburst of Thoughts

As a matter of fact, i really feel that it takes alot for me to hate some1 (come on....im how frenly can....) .... because i feel that no matter how much i may hate a person now, the hatred will eventually subside in the future and over a period of time, the feeling will be gone.....

But u have broken this style of thinking of mine.... coz u're the 1st and only one that i REALLY REALLY HATED TO THE CORE!!!!!.... because of the damage u've done to me.... because of the tonnes of lies u've told me.... and i still believed u word for word all the while.... what a stoopid idiot i've been....

"Forgiveness" this word does not apply to u in this case at all.... becoz u dun deserve any at all.... forgiving u will only make me a more stoopid idiot..... HAHA!!!!!!

Road to TW~~~~

Returned my demo N79.... Returned some of my working uniforms.... Now im all prepared to tender anytime.... But i made it a point that i will only tender after the last weekend before i fly....

I was described as an ASSET to the company.... HAHAHAHAHAHA.... So am i the table or the chair in the office????

Went to apply my Taiwan Visa yesterday and collected back my passport today.... Seems like im all ready to leave.... I hope the budget airline wun screw my butt and wun screw my schedule as well.... i wanna fly there on time and in peace....

Waiting for my hair to grow back to a decent length before i can go for styling again....

I simply like Iphone 3GS 32gb!!!!!!! but wait.... Even Mobilesquare is taking it in at $1350???? argh.... bloody expensive.... maybe wait till i come back then buy bahz.....

Wondering what to get her for her bday present.... the pricing for the Iphone seems too ridiculous at the moment.... hmmz.... it'll be a birthday present that comes 2 weeks in advance???? Probably thats e case..... i have no idea how to deliver her the present when im in TW unless i fly back.... but i'd rather fly her over.... no chance though.... =P

泪了

天快亮了 能不能别离开呢
沉默像首悲伤的歌 无声视线却模糊了
你要走了 也带走所有快
乐甜蜜的片段散落了
你倦了 心冷了 我哭了

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望
要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开我

离开我了 梦醒了还剩什麽
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属於我的

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望
要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开我

有过的快乐我都记得
回忆还旋转着 爱怎麽停了
我们都泪了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开

Super not happy~~~~

First - Air Asia damn it conned me of 50rm.....e difference of 1 night.....the air tix actually cost 50rm more....

Now....i had e worry i will not be able to make it for the transit from KLIA to LCCT.....

Please.....to all the beloved airlines......DUN SCREW UP MY SCHEDULE!!!!!! if not i'll make a big din in the KLIA.....i can promise that......

Wan to leave also so stress..... WTF

Departure Date....

Thinking of getting a new device.....

Iphone??? Meizu M8 or a Ipod Touch???? Running low on budget......

$$$$ come come!!!!!!!!! haha.....





Im serious when i said i want to fly you over to celebrate your bday...... =)

Leaving~~~~

Departure date more or less fixed....will be on 26th - 28th August 2009.....





Controversy of happiness and sadness.... which shld be the right emotion for me now?????

I feel tired....

I feel old....

I feel that there is a need for me to move into the next phase of my life....

I feel that that theres something missing in my life~~~~

22nd June 2009 - 26th June 2009

Today marks the end of my Low Key ICT aka reservist.....

as usual.... its like an annual meeting with my old camp mates.... and everytime theres bound to be some changes in us.... a gradual progress i guess?????

from the 1st reservist i've been in Nokia.... now its my 3rd reservist and im still in Nokia.... how time really flies....

Countless canteen breaks.... it seems like a good break away from civilisation.... but i realised i have alot to do when i stepped into my room..... hmmz.....

End of the month again.... time to settle my incentive claims..... =)





My really FATTEST pay has come.... after my FAT pay back in December.... so where do you want to go for honeymoon????? =)

Stephanie's Wedding~~~~

Come to think of it....i've juz spoken to her a few days back online.....and i think i really act very differently in front of her compared to when i talk to her online.....

Its juz very different....coz as much as i would like to tell her some stuff face to face.....i ended up not doing so because i juz couldn't seem to open my mouth......

The flow of alcohol was crazy......really cannot take it when u're mixing red wine w beer....especially when its starting to mix in ur stomach......eeeeewwwwww~~~~~




Happy Wedding & Happy Birthday Stephanie..... =)

Which is the right answer????

Thinking abt the options on hand.....

1) To fly over 1st.....den come back for ur bday....den fly back again......

2) To stay for ur bday......den fly over.....



Suddenly.....an idea struck my mind.......

3) To fly u over and celebrate ur bday there......hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

will u accept this idea?

Uncompressed Thoughts.....

When i decided to apply for exchange some months back, it was a completely different set of mindset from now.....everything was going wrong......in skool.....in work......in my life.....everything....

Thats why now im starting to question my decision at times....but because of e fact that i got it ahead of many other people and alot of other people did not get it.....means that this is a hard to come by chance and i shld really cherish it and juz go.....

Memories have been sealed in the archives.....i've forgotten almost everything that happened over e past 3 yrs.....is there still a need for me to go???? or am i going for some other motives???? going away to break away from my routing life???? seeking a fresh start?????

Den now....e vacancy is open....yet i can't apply for it because im leaving in 3 mths time..... wat a timely double combo hit...... =(

As a matter of fact, there is no pt regretting anymore (quoting word for word from u....haha) ....unless i give up that spot which is close to impossible.....

OK.....lets look forward to the next chapter of my life then......

Its here!!!!!!!!!! =)

Dear all,

We are pleased to inform that your acceptance package has arrived! Kindly note below for collection of your package:

You may collect your package between Monday - Friday during office hours. Please however avoid lunch hours from 12 – 2pm.

Please make payment of the admin fee of $30.00 via AXS machine (Office of International Relations>Exchange Application Fee – Outbound>Enter Application Details). Please indicate 0910 for your “Term of Exchange” and leave the “Exchange Application Number” blank.

Students are advised to read the documents in the package carefully and check for details to ensure accuracy.

Upon collection of your package, it is compulsory to submit your 1) Indemnity form 2) Receipt for payment of the admin fee 3) Copy of your insurance policy.

Regards

Siti Huzaimah Md Efendi
Administrative Executive
Office of International Relations

Missing some stuff out.....

I think i forgot to mention that the N97 incentive scheme has been ongoing and im getting $X for each unit sold.....

However....e sad part of the news is that i only have 6 working days to achieve as much N97 sales as i can.....which i really wonder how many sets can i get......

My upcoming important schedules for will include:

1) Buying the travel insurance from school for my exchange - WEDNESDAY
2) Returning of the Blackberry Bold 9000 to Sparksplanner - FRIDAY
3) Stephanie's Wedding dinner - 22nd June 2009
4) Nokia product training @ Adelphi????? - 23rd June 2009
5) 3rd Reservist....Low key ICT - 22nd June 2009 to 26th June 2009
6) MOB exercise (most likely will tio.....nabei) - 23rd June 2009 to 30th June 2009
7) Pre-departure gathering on 2nd July 2009
8) JB trip to do up my hair after my reservist & before my departure - July 2009
9) Shopping for darling's bday present (heng its not so soon....hahahaha)

and so on and so on.....hmmz.....

I nv liked to be free when i nv plan anything for the day....coz when im free.....i tend to think alot.....and i tend to think alot abt all the weird weird stuffs.....

Thinking too much.....but no white hair....hahaha.....




Why is it that every sms or call come......i wish it was you????? Something is wrong......

What rest?????

Another day of running abt......went to Funan......and then went to big shop to do some stuffs.....

for some reasons.....i decided not to go PC show......becoz im not feeling very well and becoz of the torrid weather......




I think i said something wrong......i muz have.....coz its not something i shld have typed

Updates~~~~~

I think i can safely say that i've worked 41 days straight......since my OFF day on 8th June 2009 was still doing work related stuffs......and attending a nokia steamboat and gathering.....

Packing the Nokia N97 in HQ office is a tough ordeal......now the mere sight of the phone will make me puke.....eeeeeeeewwwwwwww~~~~~~

Really feels abit lost now that im w/o a weekday job to kill time and earn $$$$ at the same time.....

Just submitted my application for the Citibank Internship.....hopefully i'll get it.....meanwhile....i'll try other jobs bahz....... =)





Why do u seem unhappy everytime when i mention / u tok abt him???? Why do i sense so?????

Answering back to queries

Spare me pls......

i will NEVER NEVER say which deployment i gave up so that i cannot meet who earlier......

Hail the N97~~~~

Good or Bad????

My stay @ Starhub VivoCity is coming to an end.....after close to 1 month of staying there.....

Time really flies....it juz seems like yesterday that i've stepped into the shop again since one & a half year ago......

Still remember the first few days that the staffs there were pretty hostile towards me....now they are pretty used to my presence & i've pretty much blend into their environment as well.....

I really appreciated the fact that they tried to make me continue staying @ the outlet.....which i din really mind despite the long travelling distance because i've grown accustomed to the working environment there.....

They're really a bunch of fun people....be it the temp staffs or the perm staffs or the managers.....

Why can't i continue staying on there????? its not as if my job performance level cannot be compared to a full timer..... in fact i think my performance is much better than alot of full timers in this company.... and my pay is so much lower as compared to them.....

Maybe its about time to leave the company......& go to somewhere where i truly belongs.....

New job

Mobile Phone Promoters (Islandwide Part time) Ad ID: 130431787
Visits: 156

Location: Singapore
Date Listed: 25/05/2009



An event company looking for mobile promoters!!

Criteria:
- Age: 18 to 25.
- Presentable looking.
- Able to commit on weekends 11am - 9pm (retail hours).
- Able to converse well in Mandarin and English.
- Outspoken & Cheerful, Comfortable in interacting with customers.
- Able to commit for at least 3 months
- Responsible and have good working attitudes.
- Prior sales experience in electronic/mobile industry will be great advantage.

Pay:
- $8/hour - starting pay.
- Increment to $10/hour upon confirmation
** However, pay will only come after 3 months as we're a external events company, Eg: Jan pay will come in April, Feb come in May, Mar come in June. Thus, promoter who continue working for us will get their pay monthly after the first 3 months lapse.

For those who are interested, please email the followings, to mailto:clara@essentialventure.com

1) Name.
2) Age.
3) Contact No.
4) Previous job experiences.
5) Recent photo (Full length and close up).

Nobody~~~~

Random Thoughts

I nv understood whats so dangerous abt the H1N1 Swine flu......

Belle came back to work after her vacation in the States and every1 was like shun-ning her....i was like "huh....wats the big deal???"

Who the hell say customers are always right???? FUCK la.....who the hell tell u to go and sign the contract w/o checking the phone properly.....go and study some business law la....BITCH.....1 to 1 exchange???? WAIT LONG LONG lo!!!!!!!!

Loving my blog song.....

I want nobody, nobody but you~~~~~

hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

=)

Time to catch up~~~~

After 32 days of non-stop working, i realised that i've forgotten alot of things abt my past......





Just when i was beginning to put down everything & go......u walked into my life & make me doubt my decision all over again......

Question

What if.......

Wei Chuan is not Jacko & Jacko is not Wei Chuan?????




I want nobody, nobody but you.......

Updates~~~~

Haven been updating my blog lately.....coz im really busy with deployments and other operational issues.....

28th day & still counting....& still going strong.....very thankful to the fun fun 3 days that i had last week.....if not i'll prolly have died of boredom now......

18th day....

Nothing to look forward to except for my upcoming 4 months stint in Taipei!!!!!!!!!! =P

A photo of my exhausted soul & body will be up soon..... as soon as i have the time~~~~ hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

17th Day....

Ppl like Krista & Eleen were able to tell that im not very happy @ the moment..... indeed i guess that might be so.... but i have no exact idea of what the causing agent is.....

1 point to reinforce..... i really really HATE liars.... especially when some1 had made use of me like a toy.... like a fool for like 2 plus years.... i really feel like a fool..... F*** ....

Giving my all & trusting you was wrong right from the start.... I shld not even have forgiven u after the F***ing humiliating incident....

Nevertheless.... I still congratulate you for finding your new love.... some1 who probably treats you much better than i do..... anyway.... all of ur frens treat you better than i do.... what have i got to say right?????




Trying hard to curb my temptation for NEXT Chill...... some1 help me pls~~~~~

15th day & still counting....

Its my 15th day of work & still counting.......

I might have given the impression that i love to work & that i want to work & i'll be perfectly fine by working non-stop & i dun need a OFF day.....

However, i kinda feel that im reaching my limit.....i myt be collapsing any moment....i think im juz pushing on with my "limit break".......




Suddenly, i asked myself whether going for exchange was the right decision.....can i really put everything here down & go?????

I hope i can find the ideal answer when i wake up tomorrow morning.....

New Thoughts

After all that has happened over this long long period, i've started to learn how to protect myself instead of protect others.....simply by staying away from things that could potentially hurt me.....physically or mentally......

I pretty much reckon that i prolly will never trust again for a long long time.....unless something of a really tremendous magnitude happen.....which i think it'll nv ever be possible.....

Im no longer the same person as before.....

Flashback~~~

After entertaining the E-series boss....alot of thoughts actually flashed past my mind......

Did i do well enough to leave a good impression on her?????
Did i do well enough to secure myself a job in the office in the future????

Sometimes i nv understood why i am the chosen one for certain jobs.....is it because that im really special in a certain way or is it just that im the only 1 who's willing to risk everything to fight for my colleagues????? Or could it be that every1 is waiting for me to commit a mistake so that they can find a good enough reason to get rid of me?????

Plenty of thoughts.....plenty of doubts.....but i guess i've been giving my all in whatever i do all the while....thats why sometimes i felt that i deserved more than any other ppl.....



11th day of working & still counting.....hope i'll be able to save enough to make my exchange trip a wonderful one with alot of budget to spare.....coz i really plan to do alot of things.....

8th May 2009 - A Day of Coincidence....

Several key figures that i met today - the E-series boss of Nokia, Retail Development Manager Sky Wong, MAJ / LTC Edmund Cheng......

Everything shld have went well..... i suppose i conducted my job in a professional enough manner......

Too tired to blog...... some other day perhaps....

Random Thoughts

Sometimes i feel that i've been really fortunate to be working with all these nice people in the mobile phone industry.....

But @ other times....i really feel apologetic that i did not do enough to generate enough sales for them to account to their bosses.....

Its not that i didn't try.....its just that sometimes i don't have any energy left to spur me on to close the sale or to convince customers that im really keen to close the sale @ that moment of time.....

This is why sometimes i provide them with other forms of services which will assist them in doing better sales....constantly upgrading my technical skills to increase their level of service.....

I need to learn more.....i need to perfect my presentation in front of customers.....

I need to be a better sales consultant.....

Drawing my line clear....

Gonna put that Liverpool home jersey in 1 corner.....nv to touch it again......

I will forget everything.....i promise i will......and i will move on as if you nv existed.....

Work Work Work....

7th day in a row already.....wondering how long more to go & how much longer i can tahan........

Unravelling the N97....

Missing you.....

I can't remember which consecutive week is this that i never see you......

But i really lost all motivation to work.... lost the energy to even smile.....





Do you like the sour plums that i bought????? I really miss you but i really lack the courage & guts to tell you..... you're getting married..... i think i shld juz stay away......

Change of Skin

Well.....

i HAD to change my skin....because the design of the original skin can't be seen anymore......

Don't really like this interface.....coz alot of things seems missing......

well.....juz leave it be for now....till i find a better skin~~~~~~



I knew i still felt something for you when i bought the sour plums......if i had the chance to say something to you.....what would i say??????

Exchange Itinerary

Lets see.......

my Exchange Itinerary plans will include.......

Taipei (duh....im staying & studying there.....what do u expect)
TaiChung
TaiNan
HuaLian
PengHu
KengTing
Japan
Hong Kong?????
China??????

ah!!!!!!! 4 mths only!!!!!!! how to go so many places~~~~~ Can take MTR or not?????

Exchange Step 2

Woo~~~~~

the email is out for me to submit my paper applications to NTNU!!!!!!!!!

here i come!!!!!!!! =)

????

When u've lost all ur emotions and u onli work everyday w/o doing anything else........

What are u?????

Who are u????

All e best~~~~

Shes pregnant......

and shes getting married in 2 months time.....

what else can i do beside wishing her all the best????

I have nothing on my mind now except that i really wan to leave this place ASAP



Things could have been different if i tried abit harder..... juz that bit harder.....

Reflection....

I think i finally understood the meaning of "once bitten twice shy".......

After being bitten once......i nv dared to try again......not at all.....for fear of being hurt....for fear of so many things......

Leaving will be right....

I think theres nothing worth reminiscing here to prevent me from leaving to TW.........

yes......im set on leaving.......

Get away from here.....come back and set off to my high flying career.......

Agnes B!!!!!!!!!

Nothing beats buying a nice nice pair of Agnes B earphones and having a pretty sales girl to serve you.......wahahahahahahha

was the 10% discount supposed to be there?????

End of Year 3

Exams is over.....End of year 3.......

Hopefully nothing goes wrong so that i can embark on my exchange to TW.....

Next up....work to raise my expense for overseas......
Opening up of my online stall......
Apply of the VISA.....
Reservist.......

After that....im OFF to TW!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!

E71~~~~~

Another shot of my E71 under ultra boredom after hours of mugging of the stoopid science notes..... =P

Random Thoughts

Suddenly i ask myself.....

Will i really be able to put everything down and go?????

Internship Certificate

So this is how a GOLD internship certificate looks like.....

abit ugly eh.....

Week 14 - Study Week

Bought donuts down to my outlet after my Science Exploration presentation ended....felt there was a need for a shop visiting....since i wun be there for 2 weeks......

I was told she went on holiday to Malaysia.....but apparently i din had much reaction.....dunno whether i was too tired or i juz dun wan to think anymore.....

my priority on hand now probably is to raise the maximum of money possible and get my ass on the flight to TW.......

no more Nokia.....no more SMU.....everything will start afresh.....

M1 Anniversary Roadshow - Plaza Singapura

Prof. Yoo.....

Next Term!!!!!!!

This is where i'll be next term.... =) .....provided nothing goes wrong

Shaken....

Don't ask me why....but i kinda got attracted to some1 whom im not supposed to be attracted to becoz of a pact that i made on myself to stay away from emotions for some time......

Somehow somewhat....i really feel that shes sweet at times....not to mention that shes actually quite pretty at her natural state.....and funny

Bleh.....come on....shes attached and shes too good.....stop blabbering rubbish.....

Staying away from emotions....i juz wan to get my job done....get my xchange and go away for a while.....

My dear E71 Black.....

Can u see my E71????? im so sorry its so dark.....but its BLACK!!!!!!!! =P

Feels like puking....

Having weird dreams lately.....how could that scene possibly happen????

im gg crazy.....with all the pressure from skool and work......

i seriously need to get away frm Singapore for a while to refresh myself....

Nokia cutting cost....

It was indeed a surprise that Nokia cut cost again this time round as to cut away the perm weekender's scheme juz a few months after our basic hourly pay got adjusted......

I have not much comments to say apart from the fact that all these events are triggering me to leave the job and either to move on to a new job.....or to commit to what i've always wanted to do.....

April will be my last month in Max Electromart, People's Park......

I'll really miss her after im out of there.....

Whats next on??????

22nd March - Jiayuan's Wedding

Attended Jiayuan's wedding at Furama Waterfront on Sunday evening.....

All thanks to my HTC Diamond's GPS that i was able to find my way to work and also to the hotel.....

Met up with my bunch of army folks and have a good time reminscing abt the past and also to tok abt our new lives after army.....

Reservist is in June.....so basically i'll see them once again.....

19th March 2009

Wow.....

the Ben & Jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice-cream is so nice!!!!!!!!!

but its making me damn thirsty.....

time to go hunt for some water.....

Training tonight.....w/o Edmund, Vernice & Terrance.....

Retail Simulation

I really felt proud that my team got through to the 2nd round of the Retail Simulation game........

Jia you!!!!!!!!!

we can do it!!!!!!!!!

=)

KFC Snackers....

I bought KFC Snackers for her when i suddenly recalled that she loves popcorn chicken.......

Haiz.....

I really can't bear to leave her alone.....

If i get the xchange....will i be able to put down everything n go?????

I need an answer.....

Missing you.....

Why do i keep thinking about u even in my dreams??????

oh manz....u're such a virus......

=)

Hello - Golden Shoe

Its not that i really fancy blogging in school but apparently i forgot to update my 2 days stay @ Hello Shop - Golden Shoe Carpark.

Fantastic stay....Staffs were friendly.....nothing more to ask for.....hope to go back there again in the future if theres a chance.....

Missing u....

Already missing u so much despite the fact that i only nv see u for a weekend......

Do u miss me too?????

Updates Updates!!!!!

5th & 6th March 2009 - Starhub CIS Roadshow, Tampines Mall

Somehow somewhat.....all the outdoor roadshows seems to belong to Starhub.....and this is probably the hottest roadshow i've done so far despite the fact that this roadshow is half indoor half outdoor because of the shelter.....

Met Samsung's Alvin again after i last worked with him at Starhub Plaza Singapura back in some part of 2007....gosh....its 2009 already!!!! He has become the team leader of Samsung while i've also become more than a normal part timer of Nokia.....how time flies.....

Every brand has 2 promoters....it was fun and stuff.....oh my....how did i manage to blend in with them despite the fact that i've never appeared in roadshows for more than a year???? I find it amazing too....really had lots of fun and laughter.....

I gave my CWM lanyard to a LG gal.....after i was taunted by some joker......haha

Updates.....

27th Feb - Worked at Zouk for the Nokia 5800 and Comes with Music launch.....but before i left for Zouk, i actually got my 1st Comes with Music incentive at Wisma.....$3!!!!!! haha.....99 more to go.....

28th Feb & 1st March- Back to Max Electromart.....nothing surprising....i knew no1 will take in stock for CWM devices.....

So tired....staying on becoz of friends.....staying on becoz of her.....still trying hard to find other forms of motivation.....

Gonna be a long and tough March.......haiz......

Some1 make me smile pls~~~~~

Internship....

Both lifelines used.....



Take-Two Asia.........APPLE........



1 of u please take me!!!!!!!!!



=X

Down....

Feels so unhappy.....

Cracking under pressure.....

Crying in silence.....

21th Feb - Sick YL

Sometimes i juz can't bring myself to be cold-blooded and ignore whatever is infront of me....coz i juz dun like the feeling of seeing somebody in great discomfort....especially when its some1 i have feelings for.....

its actually a good thing that she's stationed at big shop today....so that she can rest there....so that i can buy the necessary remedies for her without feeling awkward.....

I hope she's feeling better....feels so weird when i tried to combo the herbal tea with the Ribena sweets.....

=)

18th Feb - Mid terms

Cleared my Bio Apps for Biz Models mid term.......

Made my decision to drop my Advertising class........

"Come w Music" here i come!!!!!!!!!

17th Feb - Product Training....

I surrendered to the horrible headache that has been bugging me since i dunno when.....

the pain is so unbearable that i either cannot wake up in the morning or i can't study in the night....

Week 7....

Academic Reference all done.....

The nxt thing up is to await for the outcome.....

14th Feb 2009 - V day

I've lost track of the no. of V day that i spent it alone.....

Or rather to be precise....i only spent 1 V day with the most impt person of my life back then....many many years back.....

Many thoughts went through my mind....if a person hurt you really really badly....will a "sorry" alone be enough to atone for all the damages that she've done to you?????

My conclusion: No

To me....the damages done is equivalent to you murdering a person den apologizing....no....doesn't deserve to be forgiven....doesn't deserve anything at all......

Friday the 13th

Back from JB!!!!!!!

Done with my hair....done lots of shoppings....back to work & studies!!!!!!

Summary....

When every1 is quitting the job.....
When will it be my turn?????

She said we'll be good good frens....but we practically dun tok when we're at work....silent communications????? =)

CREATIVE has yet to get back to me yet.....

Retail Simulation Competition Briefing on Friday....

My prof has yet to submit my academic reference.....

Hair makeover on Thursday....so is my phone's makeover.....

Jiamin said every day past in SMU.....means 1 day closer to EXCHANGE



I think thats abt it..... =) ....Living past day by day aimlessly.....

JB trip on Thurs....

Since i recently figured out how to post pics on my blog.......

i'll post my new hair after i come back frm my JB trip on Thurs...... =)

瑶瑶

Ah!!!!! she's my goddess......

Week 5 of SMU

its week 5 already and i've yet to do anything constructive thruout.....amazing.....

my 8600 luna housing came!!!!! Wheeeeeee~~~~~ but i dunno how to fix.....

guess i got to go to JB and ask e technicians there fix for me.....

I have to survive with lesser $$$$ from now on.....since im working lesser....which means i also earn lesser....but my objective of self-financing for my exchange will still come thru.....i'll work it out somehow.....



If i make the request for u to leave him and be with me....will u do it???? Will u trust me and put ur whole heart into it?????

Too good????

Her: i very happy how u treat mi, u are too good, till i dun dare to choose u, cause i knoe i will hurt u one day




What can i say???? I can only smile....and hope u'll choose me 1 fine day..... =)

New beginning....

NEW PASSPORT!!!!!!!!!!

but cannot take photo of it wor.....what if some1 replicate my passport and commit crimes out of it????? =X

2009 Pan Asian Retailing Simulation Game Competition up next..... =)

Sick....

1.5 years since i last visited the doctor......

i bet im the best patient to deal with.....coz i noe wat medicine i want and i noe wats wrong w me.....hahahaha......why dun i juz go be the doctor instead?????

V day is coming....shld i get her something???? I really dunno......

Collecting my new passport....woo......looking forward to leave Singapore soon......on a long term..... =P



Im learning not to trust anymore.....Liars pls stay away frm me.....if not u'll get a hard time from me....

Pain.....

To think that i've been trying to take into account your excuses for the past 2 years.....







WTF.......wat a fool i've been

I threw that set of Manga away....since it doesn't belong to any1 also.....

Why????

If u nv liked me....why din u let me know????

Why did u let it drag n drag?????

If u nv ever expected the 2 of us to be together.....

What for expect so much of me?????




I really really dunno who to believe.....Which of ur words are true?????

If it wasn't for the fact that the school system went haywire....i wun be able to visit your blog and find out how CHEAP how FLIRTY i am in ur eyes....

My prophecy came true....im just a dispensible tool....nothing more....

260109 & 270109 - Chinese New Year

Exchange application submitted.....hope everything will go well....

I hope she has recovered from her viral infection as well....

3 full days of rest.....something i nv had for god noes how long.....

What else can i look forward to from now????



I put on my clothes and I discovered that i slimmed down again........ =(

说好的幸福呢

Good Bye....

CNY eve

She fell sick.....and its a pretty bad 1....

can't imagine he can simply dump her back here and go back to m'sia.....

good thing that shes at her mum's house....at least got some1 to take care of her.....

Pay summary.....

I look at my pay summary for the month.....

I realise its really time for me to get out of S'pore soon before i collapse here........

A well paid intern will definitely make my plan easier to execute....

Flirt????

Its how amazing some ppl can actually indirectly label me as a FLIRT....saying i actually get on the phone with some other gals after i juz parted ways with 1 gal....

Really amazing....and to think i've always been giving my all.....its as good as throwing all my efforts into a black hole.....

In the end....being nice and stuff doesn't constitute to anything....since i was told alot of your friends treat u better than i do....So whatever i do....its redundant.....then wats the pt of doing them????



U think lowly of me as much as i think lowly of u....such an irony but it juz strikes off so perfectly

220109 - Nokia Shop Jurong Point

1st day of opening for Nokia Shop - Jurong Point.....

The new extension of Jurong Point makes the place soooooo big!!!!!!!!

Will i go back there again?????

Lets juz let the course flow by itself.....

2 academic referees found.....nxt up.....my 5000 character essay

Referee for Exchange

im really happy with the fact that Prof. Wu Zheng Ping took less than 15 minutes to agree to be my academic referee for my international exchange application.

Now...i juz need 1 more referee before i actually go ahead with the application.....

Planning ahead....i'll love 2009 more than any other year.....

License to sell

Drained out

Nokia's Licence to Sell test is on tomorrow.......

"Come with Music".....so ma fan.....

Looking forward to my next deployment at Megastore......before i go into the CNY formalities and stuff.....

180109 - Max Electromart

ah!!!!!!!!!

she ate my "ke ke chicken rice" !!!!!!!!!

haha.....she juz nv fails to put a smile on my face.....no matter how stress i am or how sad i can be.....

my 3rd can of "ji dan gao" already......oh my.....wat a glutton i am.....

150109 - Handphone Megastore

Back on Megastore on Thursday....

Sales was bad....we were understaffed.......

James Kumar dropped by....what a pleasant surprise....and his comment tat Vernice shld be jailed for being too cute.....hahahahaha!!!!!!!!! What else can i say?????

Life still carries on..... =)

Creative Technology

Made the decision to apply for internship at Creative Technology.....

next decision will be whether i'll go for exchange.....

Hong Kong / Taiwan??????

I'll prefer to learn Cantonese..... =P

Overthoughts....

I feel happier now......

coz i dun have any burden anymore.....

why shld i be working so hard to raise $$$ to go Amsterdam for a person who doesn't appreciate????

new plans ahead...... =)

080109 - JB trip

Lets recap abit about my JB trip....

its been quite a long time since i last went JB.....

everything is pretty much the same....except for the CUSTOMS........

it was very much world class looking.....

Spent quite abit on my CNY clothes (if 4oorm is alot)....but nv buy any shoes..... =(

i think most of the $$$ was well spent....no grumbles abt it.....

090109 - Handphone Megastore

Oh my....

Sony's Kelly is so cute....

it was a pleasant experience working with her.....

i miss the days of being a roadshow promoter....

The END

Great....

everything ended even before the date of Red Cliff 2.......

its ok.....its only a difference of a few days....doesn't really make much difference to me....

Last words....

SINCE my messages / SMSes are really so not worth responding to / replying.....

so i hereby GUARANTEE that you will nv ever hear from me again WEF from 24 hours later onwards.....

Treat me like shit???? i'll treat u worse than DIRT....

Why?????

if my SMSes are really so not worth replying........

why shld we be tokking in the 1st place??????



Giving u too much benefit of the doubt....and u misuse them.....makes me a fool.....

1st headache of 2009

My desktop is giving me a very big headache

WTF......

New term

School's starting....

back to being a schooling boy.....

4 days week....3 days of afternoon classes......

hello SMU

Red Cliff 2

Red Cliff 2....

The last movie we'll watch together....

The final time im seeing you before you fly off.....

Everything will end at the instant the movie ends.....

After which you'll take ur North-East line....while i take my North-South line....

The end

Start of 2009

This stupid headache has been bugging me for very long.....

and the great thing is my house has ran out of panadols......

WTF....

She actually sent me a Happy New Yr SMS..... =) .....its the simplicity in it which shows that she composed it herself and the SMS was not forwarded from some msg that she received.....

New Start....

24 days is all i have to get her and bring her back home for Chinese New Year.....

Will i succeed????? or will the long awaited day be extended?????

The last day of 2008....

I can't help but admit things got abit different after i got her the Xmas present & Xmas card....

I dunno how i ended up getting that GUESS perfume.... but apparently my gut chose the right thing....

The look in her eyes when she saw me....was different from before.....but i can't exactly describe that feel.....

Lets see how things go bahz....I hope everything will go smoothly....if there can be a starting....

Shld i believe her????? or them???? or what i see myself?????
_____________________________________________________________________

Whats the point of doing something only after i blog it out or i asked for it?

Frankly speaking....to me, it doesn't matter or make any point anymore....

If u only do it becoz i blog or asked for it....the action doesn't come from the bottom of ur heart....u juz do it for e sake of doing....

The absence of a Xmas present reaffirmed e fact that i probably mean nothing to u....coz u actually made e efforts to get him a Xmas present the previous time round....e value doesn't matter...its e thought that counts....

Continue to pretend as if nothing happened....which is always ur forte....u lose everything in the end....does it matter to you anyway????

Confused....

Shld i believe what she say or shld i believe what they say?????

its 2 totally different things.....

Final Decision....

Ok....im staying away.....

Whats not meant to be mine won't be mine.....

Im staying from everything that hurts me.....

Ppl who dun cherish whats good for them.....they dun deserve anything.....

Maybe

I reached the shop at 10.30 am today.....coz i promised to bring her nice nice breakfast when we were chatting last night....so i went to Plaza Singapura to buy KFC breakfast before i head down to the shop.....

Maybe stepping away will be a better decision.....coz she has such a complicated relationship w Alan....break break patch patch break break patch patch......i shld stay away from all these.....

Maybe its time to leave the place.....

Shld i tender or shld i convert back to being a normal roadshow promoter?????

Im tired....i hope some1 can bring me out of my cold world.....i wan to leave and start everything afresh.....

Left or Right????

When every1 say we're not suitable for each other....

shld i still go for it???? or shld i withdraw away?????

I need some time to think it over.....

her reply....

Her: "how u know i like that one which i wanna buy long time le"

I seemed to have got it right....somehow....by luck....whatever u call it.....

Cold Xmas....

Even a random surprise visit would have been heart-warming.....

but u probably nv realised.....

Maybe everything will end soon.....very soon.....

Xmas Eve....

got her a GUESS.......wrote some msg in the Xmas card.....

hope she'll like it....

i was so tired that i actually missed my stop on the way home..... =(

Perfumelesparis

ah ah!!!!!!!!

i bought a bottle of CK Eternity Summer for myself....cost me $55

BUT!!!!!!!!!

i haven buy anithing for her.....that place is always packed.......WTH

Xmas greetings????

"Communication has been bad????" well.....its so damn obvious to me that u've nv been around when i needed some1 to tok to....some1 to be there for me....nv seemed like u cared anyway.....ur attention went to all ur other frens....every1 except me.....maybe they really treat u so much better.....ya????

Doesn't matter already....

im not some1 who'll say ugly words....but u've been far more than disappointing....far far more....i dunno wat word to use to describe this feeling already.....

I dun see a pt in trying so hard if its only abt FRIENDSHIP.....

I will nv ever hold any beliefs again....stop giving me dumb excuses and wateva fuck....

Better luck nxt time

歌手：s.h.e 专辑：青春株式会社

在就要转身前忽然又想起你
相遇的那一天漾著微笑的你
那个微笑还是很美丽
可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣

太耀眼的城市不适合看星星
就如同你的心不适合谈安定
谢谢你让我伤过心
学会爱情并非执迷
人改变不了改变不了的事情

记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是人海中的一个背影
长长时光我应该要有新的回忆

人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我还是会爱著你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆

记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶然的那种相遇
不会不容易我有一辈子
足够用来忘记

我还有一辈子
可以用来努力
我一定会忘记你

My worries....

Every1 tells me the same thing.......

"if i really like her....juz go for it"........

BUT!!!!!!!!!

no1 noes that how difficult it is for me to get over the past....put everything down....and start everything afresh.....

i had been constantly trying though.....

i will nv believe that she dunno im treating her extremely well.......

Meiyuan's Comment

Meiyuan said that YL and i do not really suit each other.....based on the most primary fact that i dun smoke.....

Its true....but i nv mind the fact that she smokes also.......

Seeing her down with cold / fever.....yet i dunno wat to do.....totally lost.....i DUNNO how to approach this....

E only thing i could do was to ride on Meiyuan's bike and go to Funan and get her a SUBWAY.....which i think she shld eat something plain since shes not feeling that well......

Did she patch w Alan????? I hope she'll pick the right person in the end though.....

Blur blur....

Nick asked me to go for it if i really like her......

so whats holding me back????

i think im starting to doubt myself.....

e thought of tendering keeps revolving in my mind.....nv been worse before.....

what shld i do??????

YL....

Quite surprised to see her SMS again coz she dun SMS me very often....

but everytime she SMS me....i start to get worried coz theres definitely something on her mind....

haiz....I only hope she'll be happy.....but im not sure whether i'll be able to do that....

Yin Lin's song

易欣 - 你的选择

看着你慢慢离开我的视线，
才明白原来这份爱情已走远，
而我还相信恒的诺言。
既然爱已到了痛的边缘，
就算为我们留住时间，
也换不回相爱的那一天。

沧海桑田，
谁为谁而改变，
心甘情愿，
却不见我们的永远，
爱与被爱同样是受伤害，
谁先不爱谁先离开，
留下的人，
满身伤痕。

你的选择，没有错，
我欠你的太多，
受伤的心，找不到解药，怎么愈合。
你的选择，躲不过，泪水的折磨，
宁愿解脱，一个人，独自漂泊

My desktop's power unit has been officially pronounced dead......

poor thing...muz have been tortured by my endless days n nights of downloading.....

=(

no more downloading for now.....sadded

Flashback....

When Fhillips ask me whether i'll choose the Panasonic Lumix gal or Yin Lin......



i gave him a straight forward answer.... Yin Lin...... =)



but i dun deny that gal is really cute and stuff....every1 agreed too.....haha.....

Funan IT Mall...

Hi...

This is Jacko New serving u at Nokia Shop of Funan IT Mall

how can i help u?????

Max Roadshow Day 3....

1st time im gg to take action to suspend a promoter.....can't believe some1 can onli turn up for work at 1.45pm when hes supposed to start work at 11am.....

haiz....i have no choice but to go by the book.....since im already tasked to do so.....

was thinking what to get her for Christmas.....but Fhillip's taka vouchers gave me some inspirations....perhaps i can get her a bottle of nice nice perfume.... =)

Max Roadshow Day 1....

Hmmz.....Yan Chun commented that Stephenie is not pretty.....eh...not exactly the term "not pretty".....

BUT!!!!!!!!!

she said that Vanessa is prettier....

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Vanessa!!!!!!!! If u see this....rem to get back to me ok!!!!!!! got ppl say u PRETTY wor!!!!!!! =X

200 TEPL sets......Day 1 was 6 sets.... Day 2 i dunno.....coz im not there......

Will the target be met?????

The assurance i need......nv came........

The warmth i need.....nv came too.......



haha......how wishful thinking of me......

Reminder to myself

How forgetful of me.....

i forgot we're only friends......

okok....fine fine.......i'll keep that in mind.......

Dun worry.....i will nv nv ever get angry or rant at friends......coz i dun expect anything from them.....

=)

Nauseous.....

Some1 juz labelled me as childish......

wat an insult

So the thought of taking the whole month of January OFF was unneccessary.....since u said it was too extreme and u wun had time for me.......

haa....since when did u have time for me anyway??????

Well.....i guess i might still take the whole month of January OFF......i need to reorganize myself.....

Im sick of Singapore.......im sick of SMU too........

Thinking to go on exchange...... TW / HK?????

How much time left????

48 days left.......

since u're not free for the whole week.....that makes it 41 days left.......

if im working next week......tat makes it 34 days left.........

whats with this numbers???????

u packed yourself totally.....and u still tell me i have 50++ days to decide i choose when to talk to you.....haha......wateva......contradicting statement

Hmmz......

so she still chose Alan in the end.....despite all the disappointments he gave her..... True Love???? i dunno.....

I'll be happy for her as long as shes happy though.....

Maybe i think too highly of myself......or maybe im not exactly the kind of guy that suits her.....

Dun care la..... =)

my weekdays deployments all cancelled........disappointed......WTF

Response....

If u're THAT UNHAPPY with me....

why not ask urself what have u done to let me feel that im special / important to u in a certain way....?????

Nope....none at all....

我只是你的一个普通朋友....一个路人甲乙丙丁....Nothing more

I think im nothing more than a disposable cutlery....use finish???? THROW

I treat ppl with due respect to how they treat me....

I believe in the law of equivalent exchange....with some discrepancies of inequality

Tired & Frustrated....

Damn worried.....

Nothing i can do except looking frm far.....

Finally understood the 28th November she was talking abt......it was pushed back by a week....

Dinner wasn't even eaten....

Im worried.....

9 days of work in a row......

5 days @ Hello! Shop, Causeway Point

4 days @ People's Park, Chinatown

im back to my old self......

It doesn't matter who's at fault anymore....谁对谁错已经不重要了

Nothing else to say already......

该说的都说了.....累了....是不是我真的要求太多????

Maybe we're starting to walk away from each other in opposite directions.....

对于一个你不曾紧握在手的东西, 敢问哪有放手可言????

平行线的交叉.....往往是一个悲剧.....

Mirroring...

Hmmz....

its actually not hard to give undivided attention to the one i love....to organise birthday events for her....to churn out little surprises here n there for her whenever shes down....to buy food for her when shes hungry.....etc etc etc.....

well.....not that i've never try it before....i mean.....i always do that.....coz i always try to be the best whenever i can....to show how true i am and stuff.....

On the other hand, i dun expect reciprocation to be on the same level.....coz i noe how tiring it can be and how tiring it is to be observant into every single details.....meet ups once in a while will be fine.....paying abit more attention to me when im down will be good....patting on me and hugging me when im cold and sad.......

I dun think im too demanding to start off with.....coz ultimately what i need frm a relationship is some care & concern & warmth.....thats all.....coz these are things i can't get from the outside world.....

If i ever disappoint or i make u feel tat im fucked up.....its not becoz im naturally behaving like that....its becoz u probably disappointed me as well......or rather u've disappointed me too much that i dunno how to be nice anymore......

Official Holidays

End of my 3 days stint at Handphone Megastore at Plaza Singapura.....

My 1 month holiday officially starts tml......





I never ever once said that i really understood you.....

SORRY FOR BEING DISAPPOINTING....BUT I REALLY NEED ASSURANCE B4 ANYTHING CAN BE CARRIED ON....

Do you think we can really be together and we'll last???? I dun need anything....what i need is juz some assurance.....even if its minimal.....juz some assurance will do......too much to ask for?????

DUN SAY U'LL LET GO WHEN U NV HAD UR HANDS HOLDING ONTO IT.....

I miss talking to Yin Lin.....will i ever work w her again?????

Not happy

So tiring to pretend to be happy all e time.....

It seems that you never had any time for me.....

so whats the point for me to even think abt celebrating your 21st?????

forget it.......

SMS went unreplied.....unhappiness went pretended nv existed.....

Why not u pretend i nv exist as well?????




I dun like all these....I need something to cheer me up.....i need some warmth.....

WHERE?????