Random Thoughts~~~~

Have u ever wondered.... the road is so long and so unpredictable ahead.... but yet you juz keep fighting everyday in and everyday out.... be it fighting for a major objective or a minor objective.... you just keep fighting.... Till the day u are burnt out.... u start thinking what are u fighting for.... World peace???? or for a better life????

I have never ever felt so tired.... not even when i worked for that whole month.....

Whats my objective now???? is the next chapter of the story really something im gonna look forward to???? im not too sure either.... coz im too tired to be able to think properly......




What happens when 2 persons who's supposed to understand each other..... ended up asking each other "have u ever really understood me????" i was blatantly assumed to understand this somebody who made use of me like a tool or a toy all along for god noes how long..... Which f**king friend in the world will ask u "What do u want?" in this sibei buey song attitude.... and when it happened too often, u start to wonder.... WTF fren is this.... if u're really that buey song.... F**k OFF la!!!!! why bother saying im your fren & all that crap.... anyway, i dun think i have any frens who juz happily MIA for months n months.... den only reappear when u think i still carry some value for u to make use of.... U do it once.... u do it twice.... tats it.... u have breached my level of trust & faith in u.... im infinitely sure that i treasure my frenships more than you.... Everytime something happens, im expected to be there for you.... but when were you ever around when i was on e verge of collapse needing a helping hand???? I hate u.... becoz u nv even fulfilled e role of a fren.... ur words nv carry any real meanings in them.... all fake.... dun pretend to care when u nv cared....